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the thing is
i don't know what to write



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haha...
just a bit about myself..
obviously jazze88 is just the name of this livejournal...
i have another lj account and it is purplesayang, the first that i made and still active until today (I AM A SELFISH PERSON)

i'm sYashO, a Malaysian..^^V

if ever you stumbled with my real name, congratulation, now you know my real name...
but, i'll refrain myself to ever disclose it here at this moment...

of all people that have the urge of befriending me, douzo, please do so...you are not restricted and i don't mind, in fact, it makes me happy...

but, i think you should know that since i basically don't have any idea of what to write, maybe it would be left unorganized for a long time, meaning that i can be on hiatus for a long period of time, and frequently

well, let time decides...and your judgement too, whether you want to befriend me...

and also, i don't have strong skills on english, so maybe my words will be full of errors and mistakes...


i am not more that just a simple living organism that ever exist on this beautiful world, and i am truly grateful for every single breath that i take...

i am old, but i'm living happily with myself...
yes, i love myself more that anyone else ever love me...but, i often challenging myself in order to make myself stronger...

well, yes, i love V6
maybe through this connection we can build some sort of relation...haha


=yoroshiku onegaishimasu=



-2- Challenge never Succeed *sigh*

hahah...
attempting challenge but never finish....
guess i'll be posting whenever i want....



I'm going to talk about something here..more of my emotion right now....


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so, that's all for today....
I knew it, I couldn't find the hole to fill on my time to write or to do this challenge...
I have been too busy with classes and students and been attached to too many problems at my workplace...
but, I am not complaining...yay!! happy that I already got this job...

well, so for day 2..how have I changed since 2 years ago...

2 years ago, I was still a college student...I think I'll get too personal with this entry...maybe exposing some of my real life personality...
I took Medical Laboratory Technologist courses when I was an undergraduate...
I was at my last semester...busy with my research for FYP...and preparing to find jobs available at that time...haha...to think that I have become what I am now..having jobs..thinking about giving and sourcing money to my family...everybody grows....

So, for this comparison, I'll be using the transformation of me when I was a student and the me now and the time between.

I myself think that I am sort of immature with immature act and immature thinking...I have a naive personality and have the tendencies of believing all others said and do what others commands...and I don't think that have been changing since....
but, now, I have the confidence to talk to others..hrmmm...a little...
I don't like to talk...and I don't know why I ended up being a lecturer...

I now have the confidence of driving a car...well, since I got my own car, then of course I am the one who should drive it...if I like it or not...but, I think I like it...when I was a student, I don't even dare to drive, even with the owners permissions...

I don't have much too say actually because I think I don't quite changing for the past 2 years...

And also, I don't know about this challenge, whether I could do it or not..but I'll try to do accordingly...

So, that's all...bye bye

Day 1 <<>> 10 Random Facts about SyaSho

For the first day, i thought of going easy...but then, can it be described as challenge...
So, I think of giving a little bit about myself...the one named SyaSho and the one behind the name SyaSho

#01 - Have no problem watching horror stories
#02 - Sometimes wishing that I have multiple personality
#03 - Once became the victim of bullying during primary school
#04 - The first child of 12 siblings
#05 - I am 60kg and whether I tried it or not my weight will always stays at 60kg
#06 - Most of my time will be in front of the laptop watching movies, concerts DVD and music videos and video clips of Japanese, Korean,     English, Malay and etc....
#07 - The most proud face feature is my eyes...my lashes are naturally curl...
#08 - I am one of the fan of Kamen Rider. I am wishing to possess all the series...I am on my way to complete the Heisei series...but, it seems that I can't find Kamen Rider W...for the Showa series also...
#09 - I am weak against cute wide smile and deep voice and actors who played the antagonist but then joined forces with the protagonist...I will instantly fall in love with the character and the actor...well, just recently I fell for Ankh in KR OOO...haha...
#10 - I can only express my dissatisfaction towards something or someone secretly...because I cared too much of how the person might feel...and I cared about how the person would hate me...maybe I am too scared of having people hating me...and this suffocate me because I cannot really say about what I really feel and have always agree with the person...And that maybe the reason why I want to have multiple personality...

So, that's my 10 random facts about myself...just so you know, SyaSho is the fanself of the real me...And the fanself can be of the fan of anything...

thank you for reading even this is nothing....

-1- Attempting Challenge

Hello,

I decided to spice up this long forgotten blog with 30 days challenge...
since we will be entering a brand new year 2013 and today is the beginning of the last month of 2012...

let's fight oh~~~~~~~

and for what i'll be doing...it depends....

so again, me, let's fight oh~~~~~